hay…anu va itu?
Wednesday, April 25th, 2007kainis…all of a sudden…di na ako makatulog na di sya katabi..i miss the sound of his snore..his embrace..and his amoy. hay, anu va itu? kakamiss ka naman fafa! lovesomia ba ang tawag ditesh? kaloka. hay.
musings.thoughts.ek ek ek
kainis…all of a sudden…di na ako makatulog na di sya katabi..i miss the sound of his snore..his embrace..and his amoy. hay, anu va itu? kakamiss ka naman fafa! lovesomia ba ang tawag ditesh? kaloka. hay.
as we lay side by side in my bed..both half-naked..these thoughts were running in my head:
1. he snores a lot! (iba-ibang tono, iba-ibang magnitude, parang orchestra!). well, i snore too, pero di naman kasing lakas nya. and i wonder, paano na lang kaya, if we will be sleeping together in one bed for the rest of our lives, my god, parang my "concert in e minor" sa bedroom. and i must admit, di ako nakatulog ng maayos.
2.he looks cute pag tulog…parang hindi "malaking mama"..parang baby…na masarap paluin tapos i-cuddle pag nagalit
3. i cant believe i gave in so easily. what’s with him?
4. gosh! di ako sanay na may nang-aagaw ng kumot. pero ang pangit naman na tig-isa kami ng kumot pero sleeping in one bed. grabe, the "kumot pulling" lasted for 30 mins yata tapos i gave in na lang, sa kanya na ang kumot. hay!
5. when he said "bakit ayaw mo ko yakapin?"…i thot he was "sleep talking" pero di pala. and i felt so safe when he hugged me buong magdamag. so this is it na ba? will i ever feel safe when i’m with him? but for how long?
6. is "doing the thing" a compulsory act? i mean basta natulog kayo together in one bed expect na may mangyayaring ganun?
7. bakit kasi di ako bumili ng advil kanina
8. will i be able to get up and walk "normally" next day. my body is aching.
9. after tonight, what na? ano na mangyayari? how do we take it from here?
10. sleep na lang muna ako. he’s not even worrying (with the sound of his snore, obviously walang worry sa utak nya).